am i a troubled woman? am i a longing woman?
or maybe is it that i’m always thinking & longing for more and then can often appear troubled.
yes, i do believe that is the realization of this.
inside my heart is longing, or it is saddened, or it is waiting, or something of that nature. i have yet to discover the answer to which of these or any other adverb might be correct in pairing with my heart, but i believe i have settled on….longing. To long.
Longing.
Longing:
a strong, persistent desire or craving, esp. for something unattainable or distant
So i ask myself, what am i missing, what am i craving? what is unattainable? what is distant?
some answers shall never be spoken a loud….. or at all.
some answers are too real,
or too bold,
or too too much.
Its easier to push things away sometimes, like thoughts,
or longings,
or passions,
or TRUTH.
Mostly truth.
and thats what this is……the truth.
the truth a of a heart that is longing….
for much, much more.
i am longing for more.
